CHRONO
HUNT
THE PSYCH-WARD ARCHIVES
REMEMBERING MY HOMEWORK
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REMEMBERING MY HOMEWORK *
I ALWAYS DOODLED IN THE MARGINS
IT WAS DIFFICULT NOT TO DRAW ON MY HOMEWORK.
I SOMETIMES DREW ON MY HOMEWORK.
NO BONUS POINTS? FREE ART?
THIS WAS THE ORIGIN.
WHY DID NO ONE NOTICE
I GOT SUCH GOOD GRADES
I TALKED IN CLASS
I DOODLED ON MY HOMEWORK
BY WAY OF THE ENVIRONMENT ONE MAY SAY SHE WAS INSANE
SHE WAS DEMANDING TO BE NOTICED.
YEAH.
WHAT I AM DOING HERE:
I AM DOCUMENTING MY EXPERIMENTS. THEY WERE GOOD.
I WANTED TO BE SEEN AND UNDERSTOOD WHEN I WASN’T. SO I AM DOING THAT FOR MYSELF.
Do you understand mania? Have you experienced it?
People are scared of what they don’t know.
It is important to be aware of what makes things Good.
I LIKE 2 MYSELF HOMEWORK. I ALWAYS HAND IT IN.
EVEN IF IT IS LATE.
ITS NEVER LATE. I HOLD THE TIMER. ITS MY HOMEWORK.
AND I ALWAYS GET AN A+
IM THE TEACHER AND THE STUDENT. COOL COOL.
WARD VISIT. 2020-2021.
WE ARE ON THE SAME PAGE.
I knew exactly what I was doing.
I will tell you exactly what I was doing.
I love sharing.
I loved giving away my clothes and my art in the psych ward. I love sharing my secrets and my stories
I like to be helpful
I like to make friends and have community
I LIKE TO BE UNDERSTOOD
I LIKE WHEN PEOPLE TRUST ME
I AM A SMART ADULT
I MAKE MY PLANS
MY PRETTY LITTLE NOTES
HONESTLY, I HAVE FUN WITH IT.
HONESTLY, I MEANT OBVIOUSLY.
MY NOTES ARE FUN TO READ. THATS WHY I ALWAYS DID WELL IN SCHOOL. I LIKE GAMEIFYING THINGS.
AND I LIKE BEAUTIFUL THINGS. EASIER ON THE EYES. MAKES STUDYING EASIER.
I DONT MIND SHARING MY IDEAS HONESTLY. I THINK THEY ARE GOOD IDEAS. I HAVE A LOT OF THEM. AND I DON’T MIND IF THEY INSPIRE IDEAS IN OTHERS. INFACT I WOULD PREFER THAT. YOU CAN STEAL MY IDEAS EVEN. I DON’T SEE IT THAT WAY. I HAVE ENDLESS IDEAS. I DO WHAT SOME PEOPLE WOULD CALL
OVERTHINKING.
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS.
AND I LIKE TO MAKE THEM PRETTY.
BEAUTY IS SUBJECTIVE OF COURSE
THIS MIGHT LOOK DISTURBING TO SOME PEOPLE.
I WAS, IN FACT, INSANE. IF YOU THINK SO.
ONE MAY SAY SHE WAS ONTO SOMETHING
ONE MAY SAY IT WAS THE ORIGIN
ONE MAY SAY IT WAS JOURNALISM
BY THE LOOKS OF IT, I’D LIKE TO SAY IT WAS MANIFESTATIONS
IT’S SUBJECTIVE. ITS ART.
ITS ABOUT YOUR PERSPECTIVE. IM JUST THE CREATOR.
AND IT SEEMS I WANTED TO GAMEIFY IT. A SCAVENGER HUNT. WITH MYSELF. THROUGH TIME.
I GUESS I CAN PLAY THAT ALONE. I DON’T MIND ALONE TIME ANYMORE.
I USED TO FIGHT IT. CLEARLY.
I CONDUCT EXPERIMENTS & I DOCUMENT THEM WITH MY ART
YEAH THATS WHAT IM DOING BB
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING BB
I DECIDE WHAT I PREFER FOR MYSELF
I GAMEIFY THAT
I DRAW MY DISCOVERIES.
FOR EXAMPLE: I DECIDED I WOULD STOP HAVING DISORDERED EATING. IT IS ANNOYING ME.
I LIKE MAKING CALCULATIONS. I HAVE NEVER ENJOYED MATH.
IT IS CLEAR IN MY DRAWING. THAT GIRL LOOKS UGLY AND UNHAPPY!
ID RATHER FIND BALANCE. USE INTUITION.
MAYBE NEXT TIME I THINK ABOUT EATING AND DRAW MYSELF IT WILL LOOK A LOT MORE BEAUTIFUL. HOPEFULLY.
I STARTED RUNNING AGAIN. GAVE MYSELF A REASON TO EAT. THAT WAS A CALCULATION.
NO COUNTING CALORIES OR SETTING TIME GOALS. JUST A VIBE. I STOP WHEN I STOP. I GO WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT. YEAH.
THAT IS A FREEDOM YOU ARE NOT OFFERED IN A PSYCH WARD IN 2021. JUST SAYING.
I TOOK NOTES ON A YOUTUBE VIDEO THE OTHER DAY.
I HAD FUN WITH IT. BUT I WANTED TO LEARN AND I WANTED TO REMEMBER.
I MADE MY ART NOTES. IT INSPIRED NEW IDEAS IN ME. EVEN BETTER THAN MEMORIZING.
I FELT VERY PLEASED WITH MYSELF.
I WANTED TO SHARE THAT WITH YOU.
I ALREADY DID, BUT I WILL AGAIN.
IT’S ALL VERY INTENTIONAL.
OR INSANE. WHATEVER THEY’RE CALLING IT THESE DAYS.